Sunday, July 29, 2012

It's OK To Leave

It’d be alright to leave those hoarse shouts and their whorish screams far behind
Don’t need to see every bit of the open land turned into monocrops for the surging poor
I can sadly hand the skinny babies back to their undernourished and dirty mothers
No real need to stick around to watch every last large animal simply be wiped out

It’s OK to leave and let their sad, greedy and pointless drama play on out without me
No reason to watch the poison, litter, dust and destruction just keep on spreading
It’ll be nice not hearing the constant roar of jackass traffic filling them with road rage
Wont bother me to not have to get all my information from corporate advertising media

I can just remove their vivid implanted dreams of that credit card faux-luxury without any fear
It might actually be safe and good not to see the latest in sports championship hyperbole
I won’t need to be sad to miss either foolish talk shows or trivial project schedules
You just don’t have to stick around for the intellectual poverty of the onrushing Modern Dark Ages

I can safely move on without jeopardizing even a bit of our blindly venal self-destruction
I don’t have to watch economic needs savagely destroy the only environment that supports them
It’ll be alright not to unwillingly help as we poison the very family nests we so carefully build
I really wont miss the unending statistics of habitat dicing, degradation and destruction

It’ll be good not helping reduce all rivers to stagnant green canals filled with our toxic sludge
I’ll be glad not wasting fossil water feeding indigestible grain to tortured factory cattle
Wont learn how the entire world ocean filled with microscopic plastic litter particulates
What a relief not hearing about no-bid, cost-plus, auto-renewing military contracts again

Not required to debt finance any more of the institutionalized ongoing insanity called war
Cant be forced to witness more witless and unsmiling cruelty in the name of any of our 1 true gods
Its OK to leave even before the blindly self-destructive climax occurs in its own good time
You don’t have to be there as the earth shrugs us off without even a geologic trace

It’s alright to miss the great human die-off that’s shortly to slap us all back into darkness
It’ll be easier than trying to survive without either our technology or ancestral wisdom
Don’t worry that you’d ever be missed in the self-trampling consumerist stampede
If you will just relax and step away from that blatting big screen for a moment, sir

No one will notice you walking off into a polluted sunset during their nightly commute
It’s not necessary that you see this foolish waste and destruction to its bitter end
It’s OK to end your mandatory participation in this vast de-construction that we call progress
You need not worry they might turn the filthy tide from selfish greed to steady state

Fear not that your presence is required as we descend into poverty, ignorance and filth
Lo, the increasing heat, mass extinction and habitat destruction are now self-sustaining
Their stale & fictional gods wont be poised to punish you for setting off upon your own
It’s OK to leave at any time for it’s all the same to the beckoning void that silently awaits

Friday, July 20, 2012

It's So Over Now


A proudly-ignorant dystopia
 There’s still smoke everywhere but most of the really big fires are almost out
We’re seeing isolated pockets of resistance but nothing that is organized
The major roads are all empty and impassible due to all the abandoned cars
Semi trailers stand jack-knifed and gutted oozing discarded packaging materials

Groups of vigilantes search out the minorities they have always deemed evil and guilty
Dirty children play happily, unaware of their ragged dress and skin diseases
The once-fat all share the same final diet and, dear friends, it always works
None of the women seem quite so beautiful, stripped of makeup, jewelry & clean clothes

There’s plenty of paper but nobody bothers writing much but simple messages
Luckily, we’ve still got a lot of ammunition left, what with all the enemies that surround us
Nothing’s growing since the farmers fled in front of us and we ate up all their seed
Those Black Helicopters do still fly by real low right over us every once in a while

It’s over now and we all know the Good Old Days are not even coming back
We camp each night in a different abandoned SUV that will never run again
I killed a man over an unopened can of beans that some child had dug up
We shoot every off-color on sight, take their stuff and leave them strung up as examples

Grandpaw got drunk and left behind and the feral dogs just tore him apart
We keep moving south with the fall but it’s getting darker and colder even faster
Found a Witness Group dead in their circle all cleaned up and dressed real nice
It’s much better now that all the corpses have decayed about enough to stop their stinking

Now the rain is dirty and it coats everything in a somber, itchy gray
We killed a skinny, lost cow last month so we stopped and feasted for a week
I’m on the lookout for some new shoes and Jimmy needs a sweater
Took quite a while to get used to things being so damn quiet all the time

We surrounded a locked compound and smoked out some corporate pretenders
Heard all the starving survivalists just sniping at each other out there in the woods
Showed the kids some books but knew they would never learn to read
It’s over now and pretty soon won’t none of us care to even know no better

Sunday, March 20, 2011

No Time For Frogs

Cant help the cattle, wont save the redwoods, dont need them sissy robins
No money for clean air, cant aid cooped-up chickens, dont care about sick bees
Not fooling with emissions, no loans for poisoned orcas, dont want them boreal toads
Aint against clearcutting, wont fight over-population, not paying for junk science

Stopped cleaning up the rivers, not paying for proper disposal, dont care if it’s quiet
No time for wack orangs, wont buy carbon credits, dont believe in universal healthcare
Cant listen right now anyway, not adoptin no new lifestyles, done financing fixin highways
Pushing back against socialism, too busy to study history, not talking about any pig farms

Letting that Amazon go, dont ask for starry darkness, wont miss a few polar bears
No earmarks for amphibians, not a cent for snakes, no point to them monarch butterflies
Cant sponsor fat gorillas, Not lobbying for the thrifty, no time for earthworms
Not aiming for the sustainable, done listening to liberals, aint campaignin for safe food

No microloans for poor villagers, not striving for perfection, gave up freedom marching
Aint removing all the lead paint, wont stop that coral bleaching, passing on them yogas
Forgot about good soil, dont fret over ocean plastic, cant care for them chimp chumps
Not concerned by clearcut redwoods, passing on the pygmies, letting go of the lakes

Cant feed the poor, not subsidizing renewables, wont vote for arms reduction
Not restoring rivers for salmon, not makin room for grizzlies, no sympathy for wolves
No time for meditatin, dont pickup no litter, really just dont like books a bit
Dont care about good bridges, wont pay extra for clean coal, not looking at lazy wildflowers

No need of wilderness, too late for the albatross, too hurried to go take a walk
Get out with those bike trails, stop boring me with history, no bailout for the whales
No budget for flyways, wont pay for migration routes, not giving for rain forests
Too busy to preserve habitat, wont prevent overpopulation, no time for haggard refugees

Not backing orphan bonobos, just let the damn tuna go, no welfare for shiftless tigers
Not investing in lasting peace, just saying no to research, aint gonna go do the math
Wont embrace retreaded socialism, too tired to exercise, not giving up on fast food
Not guaranteeing privacy, no monies for prevention, not afraid of a little illiteracy

No funds for birth control, no time to sit and think, not afraid to just say ferget it
Not responsible for the future, wont underwrite recycling, no taxes for new sewers
no sympathy for green energy, don’t care about efficiency, not voting for good schools
not supporting teeny electric cars, pullin the plug on solar, no way we’re saving water

wont boycott tasty veal, dont sweat Chinese pollution, aint afraid of fake climate change
no stimulus for snow leopards, no place for sissies, not buying liberal pipe dreams
had enough of “Save the Trees”, don’t want to go in-depth, go away with going green
not flip-flopping on defense, wont embrace un-aborted children, ain’t got no time for frogs

My Test Results Revealed

They quickly just sewed me back up after seeing I was lousy with inoperable bitterness
My tests all came back with an astonishingly high level of aggressively vapid pettiness
They removed a bloody tumor of hatred the size of a lemon from the inside of my skull
My symptoms all pointed towards full blown infection with a virulent & selfish greed

They told me at first that the operation probably had gotten all of my foolish pride
Lab results indicated a black void of willful ignorance growing steadily within me
The specialist confirmed that although I could hear well, I was totally unable to listen
Cutting into my consciousness the surgeons were sprayed with advertising images

An MRI revealed there was indeed a large deposit of lead lodged deep within my posterior
Further tests revealed I saw only a narrow tunnel and was unable to turn my head
My blood work indicated that I was profoundly low on morals, faith and scruples
A noted surgeon recommended silicon to augment the emptiness I had always felt within

My imbalance of understanding led to a toxic overproduction of hatred that then built up inside
They found a ruptured valve that continuously leaked burning apprehension deep into my gut
A moral blockage prevented me from ever feeling the effect of my actions upon any others
Their expensive drugs enhanced my will to live which had atrophied with age

Indeed, that greenish tint derived from my body’s inability to eliminate its envy
A biopsy of my spleen showed it full of the bitterest form of unvented self-rejection
They had to go in and relieve the great pressure that anger was putting on my brain
The blood flow to my heart was nearly stopped by an accumulation of ill will

The phantom pains I suffered near my colon were due to my job and my wife
They removed the thick deposits of resentment that were causing my feet to drag
A malignantly enlarged ego had impaired my ability to observe my own foolishness
My overproduction of sarcasm was related to the large quantity of faith that I had lost

They determined I could not differentiate my own vent from random excavations
Their analysis concluded that I did, indeed, suffer from chronic cranial rectosis
Genetic sampling revealed a self-entitled tendency towards amoral sales behavior
My blood sample came back positive for a real belief in the lies that they had me read

Scans revealed a potentially catastrophic buildup of frustration about my tongue
They extracted a writhing mass of unrelated marketing images from deep inside my trachea
He recommended avarice thinners to alleviate my potentially fatal grasping
They determined removing my morals would likely curb this crippling idealism

Operating on a cyst of stubbornness they discovered my large fistula of frustration
Surgeons said they could correct my congenitally permanent sarcastically-knowing smirk
They said their latest drug could reduce my potentially fatal artery-clogging sloth
Yet their ultrasonic images showed a very small boy still laughing deep within me

Creeping Out

There creeping out and squeakin ther timid, whinin I told ya so’s
Sneakin by in them teeny used jap econo cars, they paid off so long ago
Bein real quiet fixin up they undersized fixed-rate homes all by theyselves
They’re cookin they own meals and stayin thin but seemin really nervous

Not drinkin pricey lattes or drivin out for lunch with they posse every day
Washin they own clothes and even hangin they towels outside on clotheslines
Walkin and ridin bicycles like the sissy girls they want us real men ta act just like
Cutting they emissions and savin on they energy costs, over there behint our backs

Beating our smoking snowmobiles into lamely quiet little green motor scooters
Askin us to tax and legalize them deviated buds theys always smokin
Payin off they credit cards each month without any finance chargis
Not even on their way towards high blood pressure, heart disease, strokes or diabetes

Creeping out after decades of what they call our scary wasteful foolishness
Trying to lead openly now by queer example instead of scuttling off to the side
Still stayin real quiet inside they downsized cribs and not even celebratin
Coming out among us in old clothes to buy parts to fix up they broken, repurposed, used shit

Even taking out their silly recycling mess right during the light of day
Filling up for a fourth of what we are pumping into our good ole giant diesel pickups
Carpoolin all like openly progressive together just to save a little CO2 and money
Not even callin on our ads for them big used Harleys with the payments so long overdue

Tiptoein right on by the exurban mega-church on they way to science classes
Havin fun conservin junk and enjoyin cutting down on what they think we waste
But still throwin lots of money away on organic vegies and grass-fed meats
Plannin on guttin out our great military to leave us open to foreign dEvE8s

Carryin they lame tofu and shit home in them filthy little cotton sacks
Squintin at the labels, checking out the calories, fat and additives and shit
Strappin wack expensive wind and solar junk up on toppa they well-insulated roovetops
Cutting off they lectrick crap at night to save a coupla pennies and some coal smoke

Startin to walk beside the roads even where we drive our SUVs and pickup trucks
Ain’t even bellyin up to the drive-thru line for shakes and fries and double bacon cheeseburgs
Whisperin something about health care starting with self-responsible pervention
Quietly lettin they nice lawns turn brown just to stop waterin and fertilizing and weed killin

Creeping out to the thrift stores stead of savin Chinese Big down ta the Wal*Mart
Tryin to like steal the motivation from the rich by redistributin they hard-earned wealth
Turning down they thermostats and wearin sweaters right in they squirrelly homes
Bitin at our heels on TV and shit then hightailin they green asses back to they tiny dens

My Safe Places


dancing with the Incas in their ancient worship of the holy snow-capped Andes
floating off towards untouchable blue Tibetan peaks with chanting Buddhist monks
surfing with the seals in the rich smelling foamy waves there in a far-off NorCal paradise
pollinating lovely infrared flower patterns with the other bees on my honey-making job

spending time in the New Stone Age, crafting tools and fighting cave bears
orbiting our earth at the very limit of the exosphere, taking in all her colors
roiling with a strong clean river, smelling the big migrating salmon flashing all around me
getting covered with red desert sandstone dust in all its finely-ground Anasazi grace

peeping out with tiny montane tundra flowers after 8 months beneath deep snow
speeding with the suns reflection across the cup of a huge, cleanly breaking swell
pausing beneath the midnight sun to watch the rivers running to the north
taking in the winter light from a panoramic southern exposure, far from any road

pushing across the bluest sky with the puffy clouds on that perfect day in May
Hunting with the dolphins, co-operating with the bluefins, feeding on the life force
Losing my pre-conceptions as I drop their illusions and tear up my prescriptions
Circulating with the oceanic currents, from the surface to the bottom, all around the globe

Slaloming the methane powder mountains all alone, on the active moons of Saturn
Savoring fresh Indian ocean sushi with the great whites off the coast of South Africa
crossing the Bering Strait with mammoths, admiring vast herds of ice age mega-fauna
fattening with the giant brown bears as my coat grows thick and glossy

watching the first spring sunrise with the emperors on Antarctica’s frozen coast
dining on tons of krill strained through my baleen right alongside the great blue whales
gleaming in the dancing rainbows off the shimmering green cliffs of the Hawaiian coast
sighing with the ponderosa pines as we hear another gust of autumn wind approaching

waiting on the tide for dinner as the rain tinkles above us on the Inside Passage
riding on the chords of good music to a place so far above, where I can only try to stay
watching the sled dogs pull our family away from my final place, alone upon an ice floe
raking that impeccable garden for an eternal moment in a quiet Zen sanctuary

searching blue canyonland shadows with the eyes of a Navajo medicine man
painting spirit creatures on the walls of our ceremonial cave in ancient Spain
meditating with the Buddha beneath the great tree of life, pondering the river’s gentle whispers
gazing up from sunlit coral gardens through the warm waters of our mother ocean

searching for more reassuring sign of the totem that guides me all the days of my life
crying out with the hawks far above by the cliffs where the sunset still radiates
howling with the wolfpack at 30 below beneath the aurora borealis, feeling our mortality
seeking that ancient understanding pulsing so close beneath the thin skin of things

A Dead Bird


A dead bird with stuck-together feathers
Dusty claws on scaly black legs clutching at the air
This dead bird weighing almost nothing
Rotted on the side where she’d been laying

A dead bird with her broken beak askew
Oddly not easily fleeing at a dog’s snuffling approach
Her eye open but glazed and empty of all its living luster
This dead bird in a grocery bag gliding toward a dumpster

A dead bird that children still cannot ever touch
Feathers no longer iridescent when pressed into the earth
The crows came quickly and spoke over top her broken body
This dead bird whose calls no one could remember

A dead bird lying down in the grass unlike any others
Surrounded by a loss of feathers amidst her snow-like down
This dead bird with a silent mate perched in some nearby tree
Lets the cold fall rain drench right through her tiny bones

A dead bird smudged and dirty like she never was before
Wing cocked up, down there in that little ditch
Floating with the runoff draining from the road
This dead bird that I see again as I lay close to sleeping